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FIRST! 

hahahaha, very the memory la the first date. nawaitu nak pergi dengan fatin je, end up you follow kita. 

i still remember how excited you are time tu k. 

remember petang selasa or rabu i rushed to DKK4 sebab lambat for meeting VOA, then ternampak you and yana buat kerja berdua. then after meeting fatin & i approached you and talked to you and yana. we told you our plan to go to JPO, and you like nak kirim stuffs. then we mcm "issh senang2 ikut je la kiterang. we just fine. tidur rumah uncle fatin (supposedly). jom la jom la" hahahahaha. then you cakap you tak sure and will tell us before jumaat. 

then khamis i kena asthma attack, warded sehari, jumaat you tanya2 fatin "jadi tak plan to JPO since i masuk hospital. and she said yes, and you said "yeyyy"" CIS, tak guna, aku sakit ngko suka?

but everything went well, seronok until the moment hati i terdetik to know you. to love you. to accept you.

i know, dalam masa 2 bulan you selalu sms call merimaskan i tu, i tau you suka i. sumpah demi Allah i rimas and annoyed gila. i just nak berkawan. takda langsung nawaitu i nak ada apa apa hubungan dengan sesiapa kat matriks dulu. and plus time tu i tengah seronok scandal gittew dengan crush i HAHAHAHA. 

BUT, the moment we spend time kat JB, i terpegang tangan you macam tangan boyfriend i kat pasar karat tu, i terdetik perasan yang sangat special for you.

time tu terdetik hati  i "aku sayang dia ke? aku suka dia ke? or he's the one for me?"

honestly, i sedar, deep in my  heart i really love you. hati i terdetik tunjuk kat i yang i sayang you. since the day 1, you are soooo amazing. you are just so amazing for me. we slept together, tanya macam macam, had a very deep convo, very amazing. when i look into your eyes, i found something inside there. i found that my heart belongs to you. 

theres no reasons why i sayang you. no reasons why i choose you. hati i jujur dan ikhlas menerima dan sayang you seadanya. first time i looked deeply into your eyes, i dah jumpa segala jawapan. 

now you know how much i love you. i rasa i am the one for you. 

melayan kerenah i cari jam tekan2, minta burger ramly 3 pagi, JPO shopping, ke sana ke sini, everywhere. amazing. i rasa you sangat ikhlas terima i, melayan i masa tu. 

thank you for our very amazing first date <3

P/S: remember how you proposed me? hehehehehehehehehehhehehe malu